my life???

Why must some of my friends say that my life is wonderful?? Why??? My life isn't that wonderful but they keep on saying that my life is wonderful! Maybe it's because the person that I like also like me that's why they say my life is wonderful, but my life is not wonderful so what if the person that I like also like me?? So what?? The both of always qurral just because of small things and we will say sorry to each other..... We don't always qurral la but we qurral on phone not in school! I really wish that I don't know Patrick so that he will not like me and I won't like him so that I can be single but than I wish that he don't know me but and up he know me ! I really want to know how does he know me? Wish that I could find out how does Patrick know me??