I'm leaving the school soon....

I'm leaving BWPS soon.... I'm gonna miss the teachers that teaches me and my friends.... I wanna thanks Ms Koh Yanting, Mrs Lee and Mr Zahid.... Theses 3 teachers had teaches me lots of things. Mrs Lee and Mr Zahid teaches me Science Mr Zahid only teach me a few months but Mrs Lee teaches me Science until the school close. When I was in Mr Zahid Science class I was having fun at his class cause he tells us jokes and there was once he tell us what he dream about but for Mrs Lee Science class although it was a bit boring but I still have fun there cause we have done lots of stuff in a group. Last but not least I wanna thanks Ms Koh for teaching me Maths and English although sometimes she scold us it's because she loves us and want us to learn for our mistake. When I was at Ms Koh maths class it was really fun although sometimes she scold us we learn together, we share our thoughts together, we write diary together and we have fun together! When I was at Ms Koh English class we have fun at the class and sometimes Ms Koh also buy food for us to eat! I wanna thanks this 3 teachers!
To all my dear friends,
thanks for helping me when I need a helping hand!
thanks for making me laugh when I'm sad!

Yesterday was fun!

Yesterday was damn fun! We take pic and video of our Birthday girl(Isabel)! Although it was just a few people we had lots of fun there! I will always remember the day I spent with Isabel.....

Why is it like this?

Why is it that there are 4 person like me? They know that they still need to study but they still choose to be in a relationship! They shouldn't have choose to be in a realtionship they should be studying now! Why am I so pretty? Why am I so tall? Why am I so cute? WHY?? Can someone tell me why!! WE MUST STUDY NOW!! We can't be in a relationship!!

Party!

3 more days the party gonna start! I can see my lovely friends I'm sure they will enjoy the party and this year party is gonna held at my house! I'm so happy! GOD! Boon Siang is coming and he will be the first person that is coming and I dunnon what to do when he is here! OMG! What should I do when he is here?? What should I do? What if his here and I did not tie my hair? GOD! I will be like ghost if I did not tie my hair I better tie my hair if I didn't tie my hair and Boon Siang is here I will be running to the toliet and tie my hair! hahaha just joking la I tie my hair or I didn't tie my hair I'm still the pretty Yonghui what!

He really like me?

Zi Qing tell me that Wei Keong like me and I freak out I thought Wei Keong like Angela but than when Zi Qing ask Wei Keong who he like he say me! I really dunno what to do know! Well, I MUST be normal! I don't think Wei Keong like me if he really like me than how? Oh god I really dunno what to do now! Maybe I should ask him who he like.... But than he won't tell me I msut ask other people to ask him if not he won't tell me who he like! grrrrr.... What should I do now??!!

I miss him

I choose to leave Patrick but end up I miss him! What the hell is wrong with me? I like him rite? Than why do I choose to leave him is it because of Fatimah? No way is because of Fatimah I'm no longer angry but than I feel will jealous... Patrick won't find out anything form anybody anymore there won't be any top rumors in the P4s anymore! Not even the teacher's that know about me and Patrick no one will know that me and Patrick already break up they still think that I like him but they are wrong! Haha... They won't find out who I like not even Patrick and the teacher's! But than I still miss Patrick! What should I do??!!

Is it true?

Today at hall Zi Qing tell me that Wei Keong like me and I ''FREAK OUT''! Zi Qing must be kidding me Wei Keong don't like me at all he like Angela how can he like me? No way he like me! I'm not gonna do anything to him I will just be normal and act like I don't know anything so everything will be prefect!

I hate it

I don't want to change class next year I DON'T WANT to go 5/2 NEXT YEAR! I don't want lots of my friends are in 4/1 I'll miss them and the jokers in 4/1! Harun can make me laugh every single day when I sit beside him I feel so happy when I'm tired or sad whenever I hear the jokes that he say I don't feel tired or sad anymore I'll feel HAPPY! He is really a good joker to me no one be funnier than him!
I WANNA HEAR HARUN JOKES 4EVER BUT I CAN'T!
HARUN BUT U STILL MUST CARRY ON WITH YOUR FUNNY JOKES OKAY?

No longer like him!!

Yahoo!! I'm free but than he doesn't know that I dont like him!! I must really give him up and give him to Fatimah so now I dont like Patrick anymore now I like Boon Siang I'm happy but than today during recess time get hit by a basketball it was so hurtful and I got a bit dizzy when the ball hit me!!

my life???

Why must some of my friends say that my life is wonderful?? Why??? My life isn't that wonderful but they keep on saying that my life is wonderful! Maybe it's because the person that I like also like me that's why they say my life is wonderful, but my life is not wonderful so what if the person that I like also like me?? So what?? The both of always qurral just because of small things and we will say sorry to each other..... We don't always qurral la but we qurral on phone not in school! I really wish that I don't know Patrick so that he will not like me and I won't like him so that I can be single but than I wish that he don't know me but and up he know me ! I really want to know how does he know me? Wish that I could find out how does Patrick know me??

Tomorrow last paper!!

Yahoo!! Tomorrow is our last paper so happy and really have to work hard and enjoy for the last paper!! Haha I'm sure u guys dunno which paper is our last paper right our last paper is SCIENCE!! Now than I notice that Science is more fun and intersting than other subject!! I know that sometimes Science can be very boring but sometimes it can be fun and intersting too cause we can do lots of things during science class!! I can tell u that my science class is super noisy until mrs lee my science teacher she have to pause for every minute when someone talk or make noise....... Mrs lee she can teach with noise but my form teacher cannot once there is any nosie she will start to scold but mrs lee is different from my form teacher!!

going crazy

We have never talk before but chat on Facebook he called me yesterday I was so shock and he cares about me when I dont eat he will ask me to eat but someimes I really dunno what to do I just dont want to eat but then he will ask me to eat!! He cares about me!!

Why??

Why must he have my photo?? Wish that he don't have my photo fine I know the both of us like each other but he have my photo in his wallet somemore he and Janreb are friends. I only know this since 3 weeks ago and I find it out from Janreb and I have to ask Shuning to ask Patrick and he tell Shuning about it and I dont even have his photo in my wallet thank god that I don't have his photo once people saw it I will die and they will tease me!! Why he care so much about me?? Why he like me but no the others?? Why he like me when I like Wei Keong?? Why don't he tell me earlier so I will think who to choose but then is he tell me last month then I have to leave Wei Keong with Angela!! Why does he always does that very late than tell me this will hurt my feeling if he tell me earlier maybe I wont be that angry at myself! WHY HE SO LATER THAN TELL ME THAT HE LIKE ME???

Ummmm..... dunno what to do

I really dunno what to do anymore people keep on calling me Patrick la Wei Keong la I am getting angry at them I know that I like them but they also can't say this to me it really hurt my feeling and I feel angry and if I am angry I will just be angry and I will scold other people and this will also hurt their feeling too!! Now I just dunno what to do but I will stop my scolding and chasing after them anymore!!!

So angry

I'm so angry at Samuel Chia right now I really cant forget what he did to me and what he tell Mdm Koo guess what he went to tell Mdm Koo?? He went to tell Mdm Koo that I am his girlfriend I was freaking out feel like punching him right now I was so angry and I was mad at him yesterday!! On the bus that time he wants to take my Photo I was keep on looking at the other side and Wei Keong use Samuel's phone to take a photo of me and lucky me Mdm See tooken Samuel's Phone hahahaha(LOL) When I ask from Samuel's his phone he was like really wanna lend it to me I was sitting in front and he was just behind me I was so so so mad and him feel like slapping his face right now!! Lucky Patrick was not there if not I will DIE if he hear that I am very sure he will BREAK UP WITH ME just because of that thing!!

I'm sad

I am sad because Syabil say that Patrick don't like me anymore!! So I say whatever!! I was very sad when Syabil tell me that. I was thinking why Patrick does not like me anymore I just wanna know why??? I am really sad because Patrick does not like me and my child got to suffer because they will only have mommy but no daddy the kids can't understand how I feel when I the boy does not like me I am really very angry at myself why can't just give my kids a good daddy I really dunno what to do anymore!!???? I'm thinking why can't just I give them a good and happy family I am serious to Patrick but I dunno why Patrick wanna do this to me it really break my heart I'm have to think carefully which one can give the family the happy family?? Patrick really break my heart!! See I know boys are always like this I just dunno why?? What should I do???

Dunno what to do

I really wanna kill myself I'm very angry somemore people are mocking at me I should not let them know who are my boyfriend because they can't keep my secret I only can trust that those who I meet outside they never ever tell anyone my secret!! Now I'm thinking can boys be trusted are boys always joking but no true to you when they say they wants to be with you ever in your life for sure they are just joking!! Now I really dunno what to do with does boy that have fallen in love to me I will not forgive myslef why I trust them but they don't trust me at all I am freaking angry right now just dunno what to do with myself?? Can anyone tell me who should I choose Patrick is a good and cheerful boy but ah da and ah bi are brothers how can the both of them fallen in love to me brothers somemore but ah da have tell me that he like me I must really chooes one if not once I grow up the 3 of them will fight because of me, Ah da and Ah bi have a fight because of me and it was infront of me they still fight because of me guess who win for the fight Ah da win for the fight and the both of them still don't give up they still want me but I already have Patrick I can't betray Patrick his the only boy that I have been serious before this is the first time!!

half happy half angry and half sad

I'm very happy because I can go out with my firneds today somemore we have really fun wish that we can be like this every single day!! I'm sad because Patrick did not message or even I'm online on facebook he did not chat with me I am very sad right now!! I'm angry because my and my friends just went to the park and there are 4 boys keep on mocking me there is 2 boys who have fallen in love to me and 2 of their friend keep on saying like eh ah da say he state with you leh I was very angry then the other one say you see he say he state with you leh I was very angry I was looking at them and they was like freaking scared to look at me, I really wants to know who really like me Patrick, Ah Da or Ah Bi I was thinking who really like me I'm taller then them you know I was like GRRRRRR very angry ah da and ah bi there school is beside my school somemore we stay 2 block away I was very angry at myself how come I know them?? I ask myself who I really like but my mind tell me 50% Patrick 10% Ah bi 100% Ah da I was like going crazy I am very angry somemore they keep on mocking me none stop I am very angry at myself!! WHO DO I LIKE??? SOMEONE CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO???!!!!

YES!!!

YES!!! Tomorrow can go to school so happy tomorrow can meet all my friends and teachers. Oh ya I still can meet Patrick and Wei Keong!! I'm freaking HAPPY and EXCITED you guys dunno my feelings only me myself know the feeling!! But 1 more thngs is that will Patrick give me anything tomorrow?? I am curious!!! Tell me why?? Tell me why?? Why am I so excited and happy??? Tell me why??? Tell me why???
Who can tell me no one right I know because you all dunno my feelings no one no my feelings!! If you know I'm sure you and my feeling are the same feelings!!

Dunno what to do

I dunno what to do Patrick keep calling me and he ask his sister to talk to me I ask him on facebook why u call me he said that he just want to hear my voice I was so angry he call me just because of that he can hear my voice in school what is the point of calling me wasting money and time sia. I was thinking am I serious to him and is he serious to me?? I am thinking that or should I break up with him?? I really dunno what to do this is the first time that I am serious to a boy I never been so serious to a boy before if he break up with me for sure I will cry like hell because I like him alot that I dunno how to say this is hard to men should I be with him or should I break up with him??? I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO DO!!!???

My Crush

ummmm........ I'm thinking what's wrong with me i don't even know what will hapen to me if I change to another crush will he be sad or what?? Oh ya I have not tell u who is my crush I have 2 right now they are Patrick and Wei Keong. Patrick now have a crush on me and sometimes I feel that he is not with me I am very scared if he is not with me and I only like Wei Keong 50-80% but then Wei Koeng use to have a crush but Patrick tell me that Wei Keong have break up with his crush and I think that Patrick is just joking I don't think that Wei Keong is this kind of people he is a kind and warm heart boy I don't think this is Wei Keong Patrick must be joking with me. I still like Wei Keong now you see I keep on talking about wei Keong can I stop talking about him please!! What about Patrick I like him more than Wei Keong but I really don't know what to do with Patrick and Wei Keong I like the both of them I must only choose 1 if not I will regret forever and ever tell me. WHO SHOULD I CHOOSE?????

Having a big problem

Now I'm having a BIG PROBLEM I just dunno who to choose once I choose the person that I dont like then I will regret forever I really dunno what to do if I choose Wei Keong boon siang will be my brother in-law if I choose Patrick my parents will kil me because I need to go church every sunday grrrrrr right now I really dunno who to choose ready I am going to faint i really dunno what to do cna anyone tell me who should I choose either Wei Keong or Patrick???? GRRRRRRR SO ANGRY AT MYSLE!!!!!