half happy half angry and half sad

I'm very happy because I can go out with my firneds today somemore we have really fun wish that we can be like this every single day!! I'm sad because Patrick did not message or even I'm online on facebook he did not chat with me I am very sad right now!! I'm angry because my and my friends just went to the park and there are 4 boys keep on mocking me there is 2 boys who have fallen in love to me and 2 of their friend keep on saying like eh ah da say he state with you leh I was very angry then the other one say you see he say he state with you leh I was very angry I was looking at them and they was like freaking scared to look at me, I really wants to know who really like me Patrick, Ah Da or Ah Bi I was thinking who really like me I'm taller then them you know I was like GRRRRRR very angry ah da and ah bi there school is beside my school somemore we stay 2 block away I was very angry at myself how come I know them?? I ask myself who I really like but my mind tell me 50% Patrick 10% Ah bi 100% Ah da I was like going crazy I am very angry somemore they keep on mocking me none stop I am very angry at myself!! WHO DO I LIKE??? SOMEONE CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO???!!!!