I'm sad

I am sad because Syabil say that Patrick don't like me anymore!! So I say whatever!! I was very sad when Syabil tell me that. I was thinking why Patrick does not like me anymore I just wanna know why??? I am really sad because Patrick does not like me and my child got to suffer because they will only have mommy but no daddy the kids can't understand how I feel when I the boy does not like me I am really very angry at myself why can't just give my kids a good daddy I really dunno what to do anymore!!???? I'm thinking why can't just I give them a good and happy family I am serious to Patrick but I dunno why Patrick wanna do this to me it really break my heart I'm have to think carefully which one can give the family the happy family?? Patrick really break my heart!! See I know boys are always like this I just dunno why?? What should I do???